奥地利黑金属 Harakiri For The Sky 之极度悲伤之曲《我，抬棺人》
官方视频地址：https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMMZdDoDKcg
The view outside my window changed a lot since I was a child
窗外的景象自我孩提时代以来已经变化许多
Like all the years we buried, vanishing forever
像我们所埋葬的一切，永远消失掉了
‘Cause also grief is just love with no place to go
悲伤源自于至爱无处可去
Like all the years we buried, this place is death
像那些年我们所埋葬的一切，此地已死
There is a thing you should know about me
有一件关于我的事情想让你知晓
I am and have always been this deeply sad man
我已是一个深陷悲伤的人
So I am both laughing and crying at the same time
因此我在同一刻可以做到既悲且喜
And still trying to discover how that could be
仍然试着找到这是什么原因
I’m pretty sure growing old will kill me
我相当确信年老会缓慢但平静地让我死去
Slowly but steadily, in two different ways
有两种方式
As I’m still the one with the saddest smile
我仍然是带着最悲伤笑容的人
I hate being bipolar
我讨厌变得抑郁
It’s fucking awesome
那令人相当惊惧
The firstborn died by his own hands
长子死于他自己的双手
My oldest friend found a rope that bore
我的老友找到了一根恼人的绳索
And I know I’ll definitely also not die
我才确信自己没有死
By staring out in the pouring rain
透过凝视中的瓢泼大雨
By staring out in the pouring rain
通过凝视中的瓢泼大雨
Nobody ever tells you that emptiness weighs most
无人告诉你虚无有多重
When there’s a void inside that can’t be filled
在无物可以填充的时候
‘Cause it’s not a single stab wound that kills me
只因这不单是一个让我一击致命的伤害
It’s a 1000 paper cuts on every single day
那是一种每一天都会被切割1000次的伤痛
The heart dies a slow death
心慢慢地死掉
And all our dreams dash fast
我们的梦猛烈地冲撞着
But I wonder if you changed your minds
但是我好奇你是否在知道将死的那一刻
The moment you knew you’d die
改变你的想法
And I’m totally aware that my pain
我完全意识到我的痛苦
Is nothing when compared to yours
相较于你的来说不值一提
But cleaning out your apartment
但清理你的寓所
Was way harder than your funeral
比参加的你葬礼更难
One more psychosis then I am also finally done
恐怕我最终会变成不知所措的疯子
‘Cause the more I sleep, the less I dream
只因我睡得越多，梦得越少
And then at night I drink and clean my gun
在喝完酒的夜，擦净我的枪
It’s me who should be dead, not you
是我该死，而不是你